My White Light Moment
With the energy of the cosmos now focused on our inner journey, our inner healing, our inner pain, I feel supported in sharing my "White light" experience with you.
If you have been following me for any length of time, you may recall my near-death-experience I described in the post: On The 10th Anniversary of My Death, and the events that have "gifted" me with my abilities to help others heal, in the post: How I ended Up Dying.
This has been a touchy subject for me over the years, but because of my soul contract I feel the need to share my experience in hopes of helping others who have experienced similar things. I will go more into detail about the events you are about to read in my book (if it ever feels complete enough to share), until then, I ask you to please be open minded to a world we aren't familiar with.
Before this event I did not believe in God. I always had a strong belief in a higher power but felt that the biblical version of God was not the same version that I believed in. I believed in angels. I believed in an afterlife. I believed that everything happened for a reason. That day laying on the operating table of my second emergency surgery, I experienced events that totally rattled my beliefs. I had a "white light" moment, that would change, my life forever.
I woke up on the operating table and heard all kinds of beeping sounds and doctors screaming. It was very bright as I opened my eyes. My eyes came into focus and I could see were the big surgery lamps over me as they hung from the ceiling. I could hear machines going off; sirens, and CODE BLUE being spoken over the loud speaker.
I sat up and swung my legs to the side and got up off the operating table. As I turned around to scope out the place, I noticed that there I was, still laying on the table. There were a group of doctors who were shoving tubes in me, one down my throat, others in my arms. Another group of doctors and nurses were still working to repair the hemorrhage in my abdomen from where they cut my baby out of me.
There were doctors frantically coming in and out of the operating room, responding to the CODE BLUE call.
And there I stood, over my own lifeless body.
Although I had no clue what was actually happening and how it could be even possible for this to be happening, I started frantically trying to get in the doctor's way. I was screaming at them to just let me go. I had a very difficult childhood and had struggled through a couple suicide attempts in my teens. I had recovered to the point where I no longer attempted to end my life, but I wasn't against dying by accident.
The truth was, if there was a button to end your life, "game over", it would have been pushed years ago. Especially now, having just been through the pregnancy from hell, I really didn't have much fight left in me. All I ever wanted was to be a Mom and now that dream was gone.
I was crying and trying to swipe the doctor's hands away, but just like I was dreaming, I was invisible to these people. No one could see me or hear me, and I couldn't physically make contact with anything I was trying to touch. It was as if I were a ghost and my touch sliced right through these people and objects I was trying to make contact with; as if I had disappeared.
I was having a fit at this point. I didn't want the doctors to save me. I didn't want to wake up and live through this life. I just wanted them to let me go.
In that moment the room lit up. Not as if someone opened the window to let the sun in, but more like this beautiful, mesmerizing, white light that penetrated every inch of that place in an awe-inspiring glow.
The truth is, I don't have the words in my vocabulary to truly describe this light. Not because I am unaware of the words to use in this instance, but because the words just simply don't exist in our language to describe the kind of light I was witnessing.
The light was coming in more and more, every time the operating doors swung opened. There were doctors entering and exiting through these doors where it seemed as if they were getting sucked up and spit out by this engulfing light. But it shocked me that they weren't even paying attention it. They were rushing around as if it were business as usual.
I started to turn away from myself laying on the operating table as I tried to walk towards the light. I had gotten to the end of the operating table where my physical body still lay, where my feet were secured in stirrups; and I was suddenly stuck in space. I was unable to move any further, as if magnets were keeping me from getting too far away from my body.
Still in a state of distress and confusion, I struggled to walk towards the light but couldn't make it past that point. I hung my head in defeat and the tears fell off my face. When I looked up there stood my grandmother. She had passed away when I was 9 years old, but yet there she stood smiling at me in that operating room.
I wanted to walk towards her but still couldn't move any further away from my body as it lay on the operating table than before. Nanny spoke no words to me, but she carried a face and smile that for some reason assured me that things were going to be okay.
The flicker of the white light still kept getting brighter with each opening of the OR doors. A man walked in but wasn't rushing like the others were. He was very calm and peaceful and walked to the right side of my Nanny were he stopped and folded his hands in front of him. I kept looking at my Nanny, but she showed me no signs of worry or concern.
The doors opened again filling the room with even more brightness and this time a girl walked in. I couldn't see her because her hair was long and covering her face from my view, but she wore the same hospital gown as I did. She walked behind my Nanny, and then behind the man, and turned to walk towards the operating table.
The closer she got, the more I started to scream, "NOOOOOO!" . I looked to my Nan and this strange man to stop this girl from coming near me or my body on the operating table, but neither of them moved.
I couldn't move.
I wasn't sure what she was doing, but I felt the need to stop it. She walked like a robot towards me and then jumped up on the table and laid down over my body.
Then I woke up.
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"Grounding" is a term you hear often and although people have a good idea of what it means, there's still a lot of confusion on what it is, how to do it, and why we should even do it in the first place.
Grounding (or earthing) is a practice in which you connect to the earth, to allow all parts of yourself integrate together as they connect to the universal energies of the earth. We are made up of our emotional body, our mental body, our Soul body, and our Physical body.
Those who are air dominate in their charts will be stuck in the mental body, using their intellectual minds to navigate through life. Those with water dominate elements in their chart will be mainly operating from their emotional and intuitive selves. Those with lots of fire in their charts take action and need to be on the move with all of their energy and drive, and those dominate in earth will be slow and steady, focused on their earthly tasks and chores.
Our soul body is our energetic make up of how all of the other bodies interact with one another. The completeness and integration of all parts of yourself equal your spirit, the energy that drives you through this earthly realm.
Grounding is important because it anchors each part of self to one another as you connect to the earth. It integrates your mental state with your emotional state, with your energy, passion and drive, and then harness that power within your physical body allowing you to operate from a balanced place of power.
Although there are more ways to ground then to connect with the earth, sticking your bare feet in grass, dirt, or sand is the quickest, cheapest and most efficient way to connect to source.
Depending on your elemental make up, there could be one form of grounding that works better for you over the other. Air signs (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius) need wind, electricity, and mind exercises. Water signs (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) needs water, salt, and emotional calming. Fire signs (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius) need exercise, focus, and water. Earth signs (Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn) need the dirt, the earth, nature.
One thing all the signs need is to ground.
When The Energy Boutique's SHOP opens its virtual doors on the 21st, I will be offering Grounding Mats. It is a mat that is filled with positive and negatived charged ions that, when you allow contact with your body, your energy will be anchored and integrated together.
This mat is a great tool to have at work to have under your desk, helping you to calm your stresses and make you more clear headed when interacting with your co-workers. This is also great for people who live in apartment buildings who don't have access to a green space. This is amazing to lay on during your yoga practice, sleep on, or sit on any time you are feeling over active in you mind, your heart, or are feeling overwhelmed with all of your access energy.
A Grounding Mat is a great tool to have access too, to provide the grounding effects at any time, in any situation. I can't wait for you to try it for yourself!
Marlee Henry
Psychic Advisor
The Energy Boutique
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Cleansing (also known as smudging to native cultures) is a great way to break up the energy within your home, or cleanse items or people of fragmented energy. Energy collects in the air quicker than dust settles on the surfaces in the home and can have a direct effect of the energetic wellness of the environment and those in it.In my sessions, I often advice my clients to cleanse their space of energies and until now, I sent them on a wild goose chase to their local spiritual store to find the tools required.When The Energy Boutique's virtual doors open to the SHOP on the 21st, you will find everything you need to cleanse your space and raise the vibration in your home.
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The 12 Days Of Solstice
The countdown is on as we are only days away from the Summer Solstice which we need to be celebrating! We deserve some fun and excitement after a tough first 6 months of this year.
Along with all of the gemstones & crystal clusters I have being infusing with energy, I also have these beautiful gemstone necklaces/bracelets that will be ready to ship out when The Energy Boutique's SHOP opens on the 21st.
Crystals and gemstones carry a vibration from the earth that helps tame symptoms like anxiety, heartbreak, and sadness. They carry a vibration to help us overcome challenges, tap into our highest vibration and create a new energy within our environment.
Wearing gemstones or crystals on the body will have more of an effect of their energies and is highly recommended to have crystals near you, even on you, as you are struggling to cope with the emotional and mental symptoms of life.
These pretty little babies are under an energetic infusion to ensure they carry the highest vibration possible to help you resolve whatever ailments you may have.
Here's a sneak peek of a few crystal necklaces and double wrapped bracelets that will be coming to the SHOP.
I am super excited for the SHOP to officially open and to start shipping these babies out to the people who need their energy boosted. I will also be offering crystal grids made for specific purposes such as trauma healing, dream work, grief work, and amplifiers.
Custom crystal bundles will also be available if you are looking to have a specific focus energized with the vibrational healing of crystals and gemstones.
Marlee Henry
Psychic Advisor
The Energy Boutique
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The Summer Solstice (in the Northern hemisphere) is right around the corner. On June 21st, we officially hit the half way mark of 2019. We have had quite a powerful 6 months as we've done a lot of inner work, and outer purging. If you think back over the last 6 months, you may not even recognize yourself, as we've all embraced the newer 2.0 versions of who we actually are. It's been a tough chapter, and energetically speaking, I will be happy to celebrate a new fresh, CLEAN slate to work with during the second half of this year of building & creation.
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I am happy to announce that I will now be offering those items through my online boutique!
I currently have a small selection of gemstones going through the energy infusion process (a full new moon & full moon energy cycle) to ensure each and every item I sell is blessed with the highest intentions for you, and infused with the highest vibrational frequencies possible. Because all items I will be carrying MUST go through this blessing and energy infusion, products will be available for purchase as I bring them to the boutique, however, NO ITEM will be shipped out until the blessing and infusion process is complete.
The Energy Boutique will not officially open it's online doors to the SHOP until June 21st, on the Summer Solstice. But in the 12 days leading up to it, I will be giving you a sneak peek of some of the items that will be available when the SHOP officially opens. There will be some great deals offered during the 12 days of Solstice so please keep your eye out on capturing these limited supply goodies for yourself.
Thank you so much for your love and support. Without you I wouldn't be able to make my dreams come true!
Marlee Henry
Psychic Advisor
The Energy Boutique
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The Chariot
THE CHARIOT (07) is the seventh card in the major arcana in the tarot deck. It has a dual meaning like all of the cards in the tarot do. The positive aspects of this card are success, control, determination, willpower, action and control.
When a seeker has this card revealed to them it can suggest that they have reached a certain point of accomplishment due to their hard work and determination. The warrior in this card has reached this point, not by holding onto the reigns and steering this chariot into victory, but by encompassing all that he is, focusing his energy on his goal, and remaining solid in his place of power. He allows the Universal energy to guide him to his ultimate destination.
This is a card of mind power and control, having a vision so clear that the forces of energy and destiny lead him to his achievements. This is a card of action and pride. Constantly moving forward not with his physical force, but rather with his connection to the divine. His mind is strong and even though the chariot is lead by two opposing energies constantly trying to take him of course, he is solid in his vision work and remains centered in his end goal.
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As always, if you require any assistance navigating the current energies of your life, please book a session online, and I'd be more than happy to help guide you through.
Marlee Henry
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The Lovers
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THE LOVERS (06) is astrologically related to Gemini, the duality of male and female, good and bad, light and dark. It represents the balancing of energies to act as one.
This card often appears when you are contemplating the next level of commitment with your existing partner, or a pivot point in figuring out whether the relationship is divinely guided to a happy outcome. Many times, if there is any doubt in a relationship, or if there is another love interest to consider outside of the existing relationship, THE LOVERS (06) card will be revealed to advise the seeker that this decision will carry much weight as it will determine the future of the relationship.
As always, if you require any assistance navigating the current energies of your life, please book a session online, and I'd be more than happy to help guide you through.
Marlee Henry
Psychic Advisor
The Energy Boutique
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Emerge & See 911
I honestly hope you never have to book this service, because I hate knowing that people are struggling and need immediate counsel... But, because of a few recent events of Spiritual Crisis have required my immediate assistance, I have decided to offer this service.
Emerge & See (911) (also known as EMERGENCY 911) is there for you when you find yourself at a pivot point in life. A Pivot Point is a crossroads of both good and bad situations that are emerging due to a shift that is about to take place in your life. Not all pivot points are made of crisis, however, we always tend to think of emergencies in the terms of being a crisis.
This service is for anyone who is at a crosswords in life and feeling the pressure. When the Universe has us at a pivot point, it can be really scary. We are usually overwhelmed, confused, and not able to see the bigger picture of what's happening. It is during these times, that you need Spiritual and Energetic Guidance immediately.
If you find yourself at a crossroads in life, and can't quite see the path ahead, are unable to talk yourself down, or need assistance in moving forward, book an Emerge & See 911 session. This session will provide you with an immediate response, we'll get on the phone, and we will breakdown the situation in manageable terms so you can calm yourself and see the opportunities before you.
This is a PRIORITY session, meaning regardless of what I have booked in my schedule, you will become my main priority.
The Hierophant
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THE HIEROPHANT (05) points one hand to the sky funnelling blessings from heaven, as the other hand points to the blessings here on earth. Those who kneel before him, do so with the intention of learning life's mysteries, unlocking the secrets of the Universe, and seeing the integration of the blessings from both heaven and earth.
The energy surrounding this card when pulled in a reading, suggests an individual seeking spiritual wisdom, aligning with a traditional community of like-minded people, and entering into a new phase of spiritual development.
She Who Harnesses The Power
THE HIGH PRIESTESS (02) is the second trump card in the Tarot deck. She embodies the energy of the Moon and the water element of emotion and intuition. There's a mystery of illusion here as the Moon only illuminates a certain side of life, leaving details unseen. The Moon strengthens our intuition, allowing us to access a sacred knowledge.There's an element of being still, allowing the details of information to expose themselves while she trusts that reflection is the greatest power she can exercise.[gallery ids="772,773" type="rectangular"]THE HIGH PRIESTESS (02) acts as a link between the conscious and unconscious worlds, harnessing the power and knowledge from both to create and manifest her reality.She is the symbol for the divine feminine energy, and the Goddess of fertility. She embraces duality, the light and dark, masculine and feminine, and accesses the power of all the energies combined.In my spiritual practice, THE HIGH PRIESTESS (02) suggests relation to the Moon cycle and to Cancer (zodiac sign). It speaks highly of a strong, powerful woman embracing her struggles and transforming her experiences into a source of power, through nurturing herself.THE HIGH PRIESTESS (02) guards the sacred scrolls of knowledge from the Spiritual world, and when a student is no longer entertained by the material world, it is only then that she will share her secrets.
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