Numerology: The Power Of Numbers

Everything in our world carries an energy, a frequency, a vibration, and numbers are no different. Each number (0 through 9, with the addition of the master number 11) indicates an energy influence that can help us understand what stage we are currently at in life if we look at our age, what cycle we are currently in if we look at the month and day, and what life path we are on when we look at our numerological profile.

Although there aren't “good and bad” numbers per se, there are numbers that suggest ease as well as there are numbers that suggest hardships or obstacles.

Numerology is one way we can figure out what it is we are here to do in the world, and where our obstacles may lay in your path. Many people use numbers as signs and messages from the Universe when they are seeing the same number sequence over and over again.

Most of us grow up with a favourite number that we consider to be "our lucky number". And just as many people have aversions to, or are reluctant to use certain numbers (666 for example).

In this series "Numerology: The Power Of Numbers" we will be talking about each number (0-9, + 11, and sequences of these numbers and the meanings behind them.

My hope is that you will follow along and use some of the formulas to identify the power of numbers in your own life, and learn to use them in your day to day life. For starters, let's start off with an easy exercise to give you an idea what your "favourite number" actually means to you. 

 

If your number is a single digit:

Number 0 - Although the number zero isn't really considered a value in numerology, it's very important as it indicates a cycle of completion. The zero has no beginning and no end, and is usually representative of the space between finishing an energetic life cycle, and not quite beginning the next. If your favourite number is 0, you likely find yourself between endings and beginnings often, and recognize that life is just a series of never-ending energy cycles.

Number 1 - Being the first real number with value, the number 1 is indicative of a new beginning and a fresh start. It suggests a fresh new attitude and perspective and a want, need, and desire to try a new way of doing things, and an urge to try new things in life. If your favourite number is 1, you are likely spontaneous and enjoy new experiences. You are willing to try anything once, and often think before you act.

Number 2 - The number 2 is about balance. It suggests that you've already reached a certain level of balance where you've accomplished a certain level of achievement already. The number 2 also suggests that you enjoy partnerships and teamwork. If your favourite number is 2, you likely enjoy being in the company of others, and enjoy partnerships and team building activities. You enjoy the support of others and will often have a very strong work ethic.

Number 3 - The number 3 is a very social number. It's a number that represents our want and need to grow our social circles and community to share ideas and collaborate with others. It's also closely related to the mind, body, and soul, father, son, and holy spirit, and the Maiden, Mother and The Crone. If your favourite number is 3, you are likely very social, chatty, and enjoy intellectual conversations and analyzing information. You are also on a quest to learn more and evolve into a higher form of your best self.

Number 4 - The number 4 is about foundations. It represents the effort and energy one puts into making sure the cornerstones of their foundations in life are sturdy and solid. It's also connected to the home and family environment, and the comfort and security of one's home life. If your favourite number is 4, you will prefer stability and security over everything. You are protective of your family and are very money conscious.

Number 5 - The number 5 is closely connected to our passion and creative spark. It is an energy that can re-ignite our soul's, our passion, our creative projects, and even our romance sector. It's the stage in life where you have accomplished a certain level of success in achieving a solid foundation in life, and now it's time to grow and branch out to try new things. If your favourite number is 5, you are likely very creative with a great imagination. You are very passionate and caring and are always on the quest to throw yourself into something 100%.

Number 6 - The number 6 is connected to material items and what we do in life to acquire these items. It's our productivity and how we are of service to others. There is a strong focus on our health and wellness with the number 6, but mostly it's a number that has us thinking about what we own or want to possess. If your favourite number is 6, you likely worry a bit too much, especially over others. You will be very rigid in your routines, not liking to deviate from what works for you, and suffer from not giving yourself the rest and relaxation you require to balance your mind, body, and Soul.

Number 7 - The number 7 is closely linked to Spirituality and how we share our experiences with others. This is a Soul kind of partnership and very much focused on going through life and the experiences it holds with someone you love and trust. In gambling, Lucky Number 7 is a favourite of many and because of its close link to the Spirit realm, the vibration of 7 is a strong one. If your favourite number is 7, you are likely very social and like to mediate situations. You always do what is fair and just and enjoy long-term partnerships. You are closely connected to your Spiritual beliefs and are drawn to things of beauty.

Number 8 - The number 8 is also the infinity sign, suggesting that there are no endings or beginnings just a constant ebb and flow of energy. The number 8 is a very transformative number with close links to the Spirit realm as well. It's a universal number meaning people from all different cultures and religions see the number eight as a holy number closely connected tot the divine. If your favourite number is 8, you likely are someone who is always transforming yourself to a better version of who you are. You tend to like the mystery in life, and have an understanding of all things metaphysical. You enjoy the quest of proving that there is more than meets the eye in this world.

Number 9 - The number 9 in the number closely related to endings. It is the last single digit before we get into the double digits. The number 9 is about finishing or completing certain energy cycles and life experiences. If your favourite number is 9, you likely get a certain personal satisfaction from a job well done. You love being able to complete projects and see all of your hard work as a result.

Number 11 - The number 11 is considered a master number in numerology. Any time you see 11, or multiples of it in sequence (example: 22, 33, 44, etc.) you are divinely connected tot he Spirit realm as they guide you through your path. If your favourite number is 11 (or a sequence of 11), you are likely very spiritual and feel connected to and divine guided throughout life. You believe in a higher power and are very in tune with the energies of the Universe.

 

If your favourite number is a double/triple digit:

The whole basic principle of numerology is to settle on a single digit to carry the vibration or frequency. Mean if your favourite number is 289, you would add those numbers together to get a single digit (2+8+9= 19 / 1+9= 10 / 1+0 = 1).

If 289 were your favourite number, essentially it would be a 1 vibration.

If your favourite number was 77, you wouldn't add the numbers together because it is a multiple or sequence of the number 11 (a master number connected to Angelic or Divine Guidance) combined with the 7 vibration (a Spiritual, lucky, partnership number).

Now that you've had a peak at what some basic numerology energy means to your favourite numbers, you may find that you will be seeing your favourite number in a lot more places than usually. It will seem to be everywhere you look.

Once you attach yourself to a certain vibration or frequency, the Universe let's you know that they are paying attention to YOU paying attention, and validate you energetic connection to the number by showing it to you in even the most random of places.

In the next article of the "Numerology: The Power Of Numbers" series, we will take a look at identifying our life path, and how we can use that information to help us in our daily lives.

 Marlee HenryPsychic AdvisorThe Energy Boutique Should you require any assistance in navigating these energies, please book a session online and I’d be happy to help guide you through. 

My Podcast Is Alive!!

If you haven't seen my posts or received an email about my Podcast yet, this post is for you!I launched my first episode of The Energy Exchange last night and I've been getting such great feedback about it. It was a lot of fun to do, and I have so many episodes planned and ready to go!I hope that you will listen in and follow along as those who have already listened had a lot of really good things to say about it.If you have any topics you'd like to hear me talk about, please email me and I will be sure to schedule it in.Without you guys it wouldn't be what it is so thank you for all of your love and support!Marlee HenryPsychic AdvisorThe Energy Boutique Should you require any assistance in navigating these energies, please book a session online and I’d be happy to help guide you through.

Uranus Enters Taurus

Uranus, the planet of shock and surprise, unexpected and sudden change, revolution, freedom, and individuality, makes its move into Taurus where it will stay for 7 years. Uranus has an 84 year total orbit, meaning it takes that long for it to do a complete cycle throughout all the signs. It spends approximately 7 years in each sign and with each move Uranus makes it impacts us as a global collective on some pretty powerful issues.

Uranus moved into Taurus (the sign where the Goddess Venus rules over love, beauty, money and possessions) back on May 18, 2018, and stayed there until later retrograding back into Aries in November. Although the time in Taurus was not for very long, it did give us a taste of what’s about to come.

For many of us, 2018 was a time of breakdowns and destruction. Our relationships were rattled, our careers were shaken and the world came together as we supported women all over the world in the #MeToo movement. I personally had my foundations rattled into a pile of rumble as many of us did, creating a brand new opportunity to align ourselves with our authentic truth and start living lives that were supportive of our Soul’s heart and desires.

When Uranus slipped back into Aries, it gave us a bit of a break to go back to our inner worlds and clean up the mess that was created within. But now, with Uranus direct in Taurus, we can expected a huge shift in ourselves and in the world as the lightening of Uranus strikes down hitting mother earth, triggering all of us to upgrade our vibrations and frequency to support the 7 year cycle that has been initiated.

This shift will effect everyone, but will have the most impact on the fixed signs (Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, and Aquarius), as they get fast forwarded in life lessons forcing them to leave their comfort zones. These fixed signs do not like change unless it’s a change they themselves want and agree too. Unfortunately, they won’t have much of a choice under this particular influence to get out in the world and spice things up.

Uranus in Taurus will have long-term effects on us as this aspect favours long-term relationships, long-term growth, and long-term success. We will find ourselves attracted to things of beauty that break the mould as far as what we were previously use to being attracted to.

We will see global changes in how we protect mother earth and how we use the resources of the world. With sudden changes and unexpected opportunities revolutionizing the way we operate in our finance sector, no doubt we will feel this energy on an individual level as well.

Because Uranus is moving into Taurus on the same day as the most magical New Moon in Pisces takes place, just hours after Mercury dips into a retrograde, we can expect for the energy to be a bit wonky until it stabilizes.

Until then, it’s a perfect time to tap into the New Moon vibes, dreaming of all the beautiful things you’d like to experience in your life, especially considering the areas that Uranus and Taurus will effect.

This is a brand new world, as most of us weren’t around back in the 1930’s when Uranus and Taurus were last together, so we are all in uncharted waters. What I know to be true is that individually, we are aligning to a brand new frequency that is very supportive of our earth, its resources, and the feminine energy that spans the globe.

It is exactly what the world needs right now, so please do your part by first taking care of yourself, empowering your own energy and vibration, and recognize that when we all work on ourselves, we connect on a collective level which funnels our energy not only into each other, but into the earth as a whole.

 

Marlee Henry

Psychic Advisor

The Energy Boutique

 

Should you require any assistance in navigating these energies, please book a session online and I’d be happy to help guide you through.

New Moon In Pisces

The New Moon in Pisces takes place today granting us an unbelievable magical opportunity to really trigger the karmic events in bringing our inner dreams to the outer world. This is by far the most potent New Moon we will have this year as there are major aspects taking place with several major heavy-hitter planets.

For starters, a New Moon is a powerful time to be inviting in new energy to help us evolve and further us on our spiritual path. Because this is taking place in Pisces, the sign of the dreamer, you can expect our unconscious selves and our intuition to be connecting to the Universe at an all time high.

We had Mercury (the planet of intellect, information, and communication) go retrograde in Pisces yesterday, making us move inward as we explore how we are communicating with our inner selves, our intuitions and the Universe as we connect back to source. Having mercury retrograde in Pisces, will have us quickly looking back on how far we’ve come and take stock on where it is we still want to go.

Neptune, (Pisces ruler), is currently in the sign of Pisces (its home and comfort zone) making it act at its most potent energy, influencing our dreams and unconscious desires. Our faith in ourselves, in our intuition, and in the Universe, is at its peak now, urging us to take that leap of faith required to really put ourselves out there in the world to get into position to start seeing our inner dreams start showing up in our external realities.

The New Moon in Pisces is creating a slight tension with Jupiter in Sagittarius. With this aspect, it is just enough applied pressure on us to really be wanting to expand our horizons and go after our truths.

The New Moon is also harmonizing with Mars in Taurus, which triggers our drive and passion to really get out in the world and be seen from a different perspective. This aspect is having us do whatever we need to do in order to level up our personal finances, to better our material wealth and possessions, and to step up our productivity in our work to hit that next level of success.

As Chiron is already in Aries, pushing us to claim who we really are in the world and to come out of hiding, Mars will give us that “kick in the ass” we need to truly step into the light from our dark comfort zones.

Luckily, we can pause all the dreaminess going on to check into reality with Saturn in Capricorn. This aspect is making sure we test the strength of the foundations under us to make sure we aren’t getting carried away with ourselves and that the steps we are being urged to take are the right ones for us. We don’t want to underestimate our footings at this time and find ourselves stepping into a sink hole.

Uranus, the planet of sudden changes, unexpected opportunities, rebellion, freedom, and revolution, makes its move into Taurus today setting a brand new energy cycle for us over the next 7 years. This is no joke. Because this happens on the same day as our New Moon in Pisces, you can expect for our judgement to be slightly off and that there will be a lack of clarity until this energy gets a chance to stabilize. This will influence the leap of faith we are making during this energy be focused on where we need to land on the other side of this gap to fully embrace our new path as we set out on a quest for revitalizing the way we work, and how we acquire money and possessions.

As you can see, this New Moon is jam packed with astrological magic as we embark on a journey that we have no map for. Trusting ourselves, our intuition and the Universe is the only choice we have at this point. The more we try to hang on to old structures, habits, and beliefs, the more we try to control the events taking place and the path forward, the more difficulties we will find ourselves in. The only way out of this energy with success and with ease is to fully surrender to life and deal with whatever comes up for you with fluidity.

Going with the flow is your best bet during these times. It is better to roll than to be dragged.

  

Marlee Henry

Psychic Advisor

The Energy Boutique

 

Should you require any assistance in navigating these energies, please book a session online and I’d be happy to help guide you through.

Mercury Retrogrades In Pisces

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Mercury, the planet that rules our intellect, information, and communication, goes retrograde today in Pisces. When a planet goes retrograde, it appears to us as it’s moving backwards in it’s orbit. A retrograde is a time where we slow down, and the normal energy influence of the planet moves from being exerted outwardly to an inward direction.

When Mercury goes retrograde (usually 3 or 4 times a year) we are slowed down by the Universe and have the opportunity to reflect back on what has taken place in our lives in order to review, re-edit, and revise our plans moving forward.

Mercury, effects all means of communication, writing, emails, verbal interactions and the way we express ourselves. It effects all things mechanical and electrical, and when in retrograde it causes mayhem for 3 weeks (up to 5 weeks if you factor in the shadow period both before and after the retrograde). It’s never a good time to start new things, to purchase new computers, appliances, or cars. It’s recommended to avoid signing any contracts or involve yourself with any kind of important paperwork during a retrograde.

Although there are many things we’d like to avoid during a retrograde period, life does have to go on, and so if you have to encounter some of the things that should be avoided, you really have to do your best to make sure you pay attention to the details. Often times, emails will be sent to the wrong person, computers will crash, cars will malfunction, dishwashers, washers and dryers will act up, and travel plans will go awry.

Many people dread mercury retrogrades (for good reason), but if you tap into all the positives a Mercury retrograde provides you with, you could really accomplish a lot in your inner work. It is common to have past situations, especially ones that you thought you were over, rise to the surface to rear it’s ugly head again. This is a time were exes may resurface or people from your past pop up out of nowhere.

Although it can be uncomfortable and unpleasant to have to deal with situations you’d rather not deal with, we are given these opportunities to handle these situations differently than we did in the past in order to provide a more solid closure to some of the life lessons we didn’t fully close the door on.

Regardless of what sign Mercury goes retrograde in, the classic “symptoms” of Mercury going retrograde stay the same. What adds a bit of an extra challenge (or benefit depending on how you look at it) is when you get the energetic influence of whatever sign the retrograde takes place in.

This time around, we are having Mercury retrograde in the sign of Pisces. Mercury is very uncomfortable in the sign of Pisces as the powers of Mercury are almost totally muted. Mercury being an air sign, ruling the mental plane and relying on logic and clarity in how it expresses itself outwardly, is suffocated under all of the water of Pisces as it rules intuition and emotions.

If Mercury is electricity (thoughts, ideas, and how we process information at the speed of light) then imagine what happens when this electricity gets mixed with water. Sparks fly, the brain shorts out, and we no longer have the steady electrical current to stabilize our mental plane.

You may have already been feeling the effects of Mercury retrograding in Pisces. When Mercury entered into Pisces on February 10th, (in a direct position) many people felt like their mind got cloudy, foggy, and very vague on how they understood new information. They noticed that their train of thought was totally spacey and the intense emotions that washed over them was very disorienting not having the mental plane be able to provide logic or clarity on where these emotions were coming from. Communication began to be a challenge. People are seeming to be tongue tied, sleepy and in a world of their own. It’s been quite a time.

Unfortunately, it won’t get much better as we enter into the retrograde.

Because this is taking place in Pisces, we do have some really great benefits of this energy if we know how to focus it and work it to our advantage. This is a great time for artistic endeavours. Pisces is the dreamer, involved in art, writing, poetry, and anything that is a creative form of expression will be encouraged and supported.

It’s also a great time to work on our spiritual practice. Learning about anything to do with metaphysics, astrology, meditation, energy healing, dreams, and our psychic abilities. It’s a perfect time to move inwards, retreating from social activities to quiet the mind and let your intuition speak to you and guide you through this time of inner reflection.

Mercury retrograde is nothing to fear and in fact, I encourage you to embrace it by giving yourself permission to relax, rest, and recover. Don’t try to start new things or initiate new projects. Don’t force anything during this time. And definitely give yourself permission to take a time out as physical activity is at an all time low.

Avoid frustration by simply surrendering to whatever your day brings to you instead of swimming against the current. We need to be doing ourselves a service by allowing our minds, bodies, and souls, to recuperate before the new energetic calendar has us filled with a new vitality for life and supports us taking action in our realities.

 

Marlee Henry

Psychic Advisor

The Energy Boutique

 

Should you require any assistance in navigating these energies, please book a session online and I’d be happy to help guide you through.

Venus Enters Aquarius

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 Venus has spent the last month in Capricorn, where she was all business reviewing her long-term commitments, relationships and values. It was all work and no play, and now that she is leaving Capricorn for Aquarius, you can be sure that she will be feeling much freer under this influence.Venus, being the Goddess of love and beauty, wants nothing more than to feel independent while she is in Aquarius, breaking free of the tunnel vision she had in Capricorn. Aquarius is a free thinking, eccentric kind of energy teaching the Goddess how to love without being too overly attached.While in Aquarius, she wants to explore her freedom while still being in love. She enjoys her freedom and has no problem committing or being loyal but it must be on her own terms. This could be a great time to experiment with relationships as you may find yourself attracted to someone who breaks the mould as far as being your "normal" type. The playfulness and airiness of Aquarius can be a lot of fun to casually get involved with someone without any strings attached. In fact, that's how a real true love can blossom!The importance for establishing a friendship among lovers is important under this influence, and regardless of how long the relationship has been going on, freedom of expression will be at an all time high. We have to be honest and truthful with ourselves and with others during this time as we put our own wants, needs and desires first.Explore yourself during this transit and see where you are feeling trapped in your current relationships and set yourself free. The Aquarian energy will be more than supportive for those kinds of inner explorations. 

Marlee Henry

Psychic Advisor

The Energy Boutique

 

Should you require any assistance in navigating these energies, please book a session online and I’d be happy to help guide you through.

Astro & Tarot Forecasts - March 2019

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Welcome to March!

If February was where we stepped into the pool of unconsciousness and intuition, to float in the sea of our emotions as the waves of our memories from our inner worlds washed over us, cleansing us from the past 12 months of karmic energy from the lessons and life experiences we accumulated, then March is where we towel off, put our best face on and stand at the starting line waiting for the gun to shoot off signalling the start of a new race.We are about to enter into a brand new energetic calendar when the Sun enters Aries marking our Spring equinox here in the Northern hemisphere. It is then, that the world wakes up, stepping out of our winter slumber we have rested and recovered ourselves ready to spring into a new life cycle. With nine planetary shifts about to take place, one being of a new 7 year adventure, we are about to hit the ground running with the new wave of energy that March brings.To get an in-depth look at what areas of your life will be affected during this month's energies you can click here to subscribe to March's Weekly Insights (before March 2nd), or book a personalized reading session online.

IMPORTANT DATES IN MARCH:

March 1st - Venus Enters Aquarius

March 5th - Mercury Retrogrades In Pisces

March 6th - Uranus Enters Taurus

March 20th - Sun Enters Aries

March 26th - Venus Enters Pisces

March 28th - Mercury Goes Direct In Pisces

March 31st - Mars Enters Gemini


 

To see how your March will unfold, please check your horoscope below.

 


ARIES


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Aries!After a very low energy February, leaving you feeling exhausted and unproductive, you will start to feel like yourself again as your birthday arrives infusing you with new solar energy to get you through the next energetic year.This Pisces energy has you feeling depleted and foggy in your mind making you debate a decision that is really not in your best interest. But because of the lack of familiarity and stability in your energy, you seem to think this is the best way for you to move forward. Please hold off on making any major decisions at this time as we are slowing down and moving inward with Mercury going retrograde.In combination with this energy and the focus of the New Moon in Pisces on the 6th, you will travel to your inner world where your spiritual side will guide you to the best choice for you to make when the energy supports it. You will reflect back on some of the dreams that didn't quite make it to your external world, and although you will feel a disappointment about that, exploring these feelings will lend you much clarity on how to take those dreams, reshape them, and emerge with a brand new vision to bring to life.By the end of March you will see much balance restored to your mental and emotional plane, along with a rejuvenation in your physical energy. You will have a new perspective on how to team up with the right people to make your new visions become your reality.

TAURUS


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Taurus!After a month of you having your relationships and personal values tested, you have made some decisions to walk away from people that no longer deserve your love and attention. Doing what is best for you and your personal well being always needs to be top priority so don't feel bad for standing up for yourself.Your friendships and connections will be changing up this month as you see a shift in the energy that you are attracted to, and to those who are attracted to your new vibration. This is a great time to think about the kind of friendships you truly value and are willing to put effort into.By the end of the month, you will be taking the time, energy, and focus to make sure you are living a balanced routine where you are taking care of your mind, body, and soul, while clearly drawing a line between work and leisure. With the weather changing and your energy depleting as you near your birthday, it's important that you maintain balance as you give focus to the new routine and activities you wish to engage in.

GEMINI


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Gemini!After a month of power struggles between your heart and your head, you finally learned to let go a little and allow your intuition to lead. Because you are most comfortable in your mental plane, you found February to be quite frustrating and confusing as logic and communication were at all time lows.Don't abandon your brilliant ideas for the future just because you ran into some delays. The energy will clear and your mind will be back to its normal operating functions, where the clarity you so desperately require will be accessible once again.You will have some great changes in your career sector under the New Moon energy of Pisces which will allow you to tap into your creative side providing you with an "out of the box solution" to how to be more present and stable for your family.By the end of the month, you will see how following your heart's desires and building upon the relationships you currently have will get you further down your path a lot faster than you could have ever imagined. You have already reached a solid platform of success to now be building off of, allowing you to think further into the future.

CANCER


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Cancer!After a month where you had to totally surrender to the waves of emotion and intuition, you are ready to start swimming in a new direction.You are focused on uniting with a larger, more like-minded community as your quest for knowledge continues. You have many interests you'd like to follow through with but one subject in particular has really got you excited.It's important for you to stop yourself and give yourself much credit for the journey you not only have survived, but that you have thrived from. Your last hardship has proven to be very insightful and has you on a completely different path now that you've achieved this level of personal development.By the end of the month, you will feel more stability and comfort in your home and family environment, finally feeling on track with yourself again as you look forward with positivity and optimism, making grander plans for the future.

LEO


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Leo!After a month of emotions crashing down on you, you are finally ready to emerge as a brand new character on your stage of life. The renewal that your hardships have gifted you with, have you energized and focused on the dreams you are looking to bring into reality.You are still undergoing your transformation, fully embracing your shadowside and the strength that it has shown that you are made of, as you step back into the light under the New Moon in Pisces on the 6th. You have a different perspective now, both of yourself and the world around you. Use it to fuel your emergence back into the world as you focus on your next goals.By the end of the month, you will be expressing yourself and connecting to the people around you in a brand new way. By following your heart, (even when it lead you into darkness) you will find yourself shining brighter than ever before. Take your place in the spotlight and be the example for others as they walk their dark path back to the light.

VIRGO


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Virgo!After a month of muddy emotions and mental fog, you are in touch with your intuition on what your next move is in life to better your family and have the time to reap the rewards of all of your hard work.Your feelings surrounding your romantic relationship is under the spotlight as you figure out a way to make a better routine for yourself, being able to include your loved ones. The energy you have put into taking your relationship to the next level are going to be seen as you finally figure out a way to be yourself while allowing a significant other be a bigger part of your day-to-day life.By the end of the month, all the emotional upheavel you've experienced in making these adjustments and learning how to share all parts of yourself with another person will stabilize as you see the balance be restored body in your heart and in your home.
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LIBRA


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Libra!After a month of ebbing and flowing from sane to crazy, your energy levels will stabilize as your logical and practical thinking returns from a timeout when your intuition needed full control. It is sometimes necessary for you to "lose your mind" as the emotions and intuition lead you to think and feel in a different way.You found new paths forward that actually excite you without using your mental plane at all. You were able to get in touch with your dreams and unconscious self, seeing how the dots of your life are actually connected in a way you've never seen before.Prepare yourself as time is about to speed up for you. By the end of the month, you will see a brand new energy infused in how you go about taking care of yourself in your day-to-day routine, along with a huge release of thoughts and feelings that are very much outdated when you think of yourself and how you speak to yourself. You will be using a brand new energy to embrace a whole new idea of who you are and what you're capable of as we enter into a new energetic calendar.

SCORPIO


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Scorpio!After a month where you got to fully embrace your unconscious mind, seeing your inner dreams as they make their way to your external world, you have embraced the changes by taking a leap of faith in a direction that you have never explored before.By stepping into your truth and fully embracing your authenticity in who you are, you have aligned yourself with a new karmic energy that will have you living a life that you couldn't have even imagined for yourself.It is through your pain and disappointments that you have found your power, and now with that kind of perspective you are ready to go after whatever sparks your soul.By the end of the month you will have let go of some limiting thoughts about yourself that will allow a much more balanced energy to take over, leading you to rewards in the forms of time, money or effort. The struggles you've endured and survived are now going to be behind you as you enter into a powerful energy that will have you moving through life lessons and experiences with much more ease.

SAGITTARIUS


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Sagittarius!After a month that had you doubting yourself, feeling low in emotional and physical energy, you will start to feel more like yourself as your thinking becomes more positive and realistic.Your rut had you believing that you weren't capable of reaching your new goals and dreams you had set out for yourself, when in actuality, it was a lesson in the power of your thinking that had you feeling the way you were.Now that you are realizing that it's only been you standing in your way, you are easily attracting new opportunities for you to gain more financial stability and abundance for your family.The dynamic in your friendships and connections are changing, and by the end of the month you will see distance and closure in some of your relationships while new connections find you. This is a great time to do some spring cleaning in your friendships as you've outgrown many of them that you've tried so hard to hold onto.

CAPRICORN


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Capricorn!After a month where you took a vow of silence, totally isolating and disassociating from your life and reality, it's time for you to come back into the driver's seat and balance yourself out. The muddiness and moodiness that has taken over you is now lifting, and you are able to feel more comfortable in how you are communicating and expressing yourself.You have made great progress in your business connections, all as a result of your hard work in planning for the future, and because of that you are offered a platform to now launch off of knowing you are backed and supported.By the end of the month, you will see a shift in how you are thinking about your next career move and with that, you are finally taking into account that your personal happiness is of a far more value than any paycheque. That realization and consideration for yourself may have you turning down opportunities that sound good financially, but lack a sense of excitement and personal satisfaction.

AQUARIUS


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Aquarius!After a month where your emotions were overridden by your mental plane, you got in touch with the part of your intuition that usually takes a back seat to your idealistic brilliance.The results of your new ideas and sudden shifts in your work will have your personal finances at a desirable place as you have reached a pivotal point of success and achievement. This sense of accomplishment is flowing over and blessing your family and those you love, as your creative thinking has set you up for long term success.You are going to continue building your foundation as you reap the rewards of your hard work. Everything you put your mind to will show in monetary successes as you continue the path forward, broadening your horizons as you gain more knowledge and truth.

PISCES


Want this deck? Click here to get yours.Hi Pisces!After a month of renewal, a vacation inward to the land of your soul, you have emerged with a brand new energy and vision.The hardships that you've suffered through over the last year, are coming to an end as you bathe in the waters of your intuition as it guides you onto a new path. There will be much change for you to embrace as you move through the new energetic calendar with a refreshed solar energy from your birthday.Don't get discouraged as you may run into roadblocks, delays, or brick walls as you set out to initiate new paths and adventures. Transforming yourself into a newer version doesn't happen over night, and requires your patience and continued effort to charge forward. Even when times prove to be more challenging that you'd hoped, don't stop moving forward. This is in no way a deterrent from you embarking on your new path, just a sign for you to slow down and maybe rethink how else you could end up at your final destination. 



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Why Are There So Many Deaths in February?

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Every year it seems like more and more people are dying in clusters. I truly believe in Soul contracts and because of that I can't help but to wonder why these Souls have chosen exit points in groups or clusters.

The winter months are always the highest death rates throughout the world. Between the weather causing accidents, or germs and viruses being at an all time high, it makes sense. Because I always look at life through an energetic lense, I see a bit more to this winter crossing point than most.

It has been a repetitive pattern to me that there are so many natural deaths taking place in February - Pisces season. Pisces season is the last phase in our energetic calendar where we "go home" to our spiritual realm, our inner world, for resolve and for closure. Pisces is the sign that is most connected to the spirit realm and our unconscious mind here in the physical world. Pisces, is all about review, reflection, and the un-doing of all we've gone through. It's also the sign that escapes reality whenever it can.

It makes perfect sense to me that those who have now completed their Soul's mission here in this world would choose Pisces season to cross over. It is the closest we get to the spirit realm, the deepest we dive into our subconscious, and the final stop before starting a brand new energetic cycle.

You will notice that there are people on your social media posting about losing their grandparents, their aunts and uncles, even their children. I hope you haven't been the one to suffer this loss, but if you are, please know that it was simply time for your loved one to go home.

I always feel weird hearing about people dying, because I know where they are going and it makes me envious of them, as if they are going on a Caribbean holiday to enjoy the warmth of the Sun in the middle of a cold, dark, winter. It brings me a sense of peace, and (do I dare say) jealousy, knowing that they are no longer tied to the physical world and that they get to return home to the spirit world, to live freely with no pain, no anguish, and to be reunited with their loved ones on the other side.

I always silently say in my head, "Good for you for completing your mission! Well done! Now it's time for you to celebrate in Spirit!"

Of course my heart aches for those that these Spirits leave behind, mourning and grieving their loss. Hey, I get it. It's taken me a long time to come to peace with losing my loved ones too. I feel like, because most people fear death, and don't understand or refuse to accept that death is just a different stage of living, that it creates more pain in their hearts to try and deal with.

I have noticed, this year in particular, that there has been mention of many people dying, and crossing over to the other side this past month. For the shortest month in the year, it has a staggering number of deaths. I truly empathize with anyone dealing with the loss of a loved one at this time, but please know, your loved ones are celebrating a job well done.

I know that doesn't ease your pain still being stuck here in the physical realm, dealing with the painful emotions that wash over you when someone departs, but please know with every ounce of your being, that they are not gone, they are just no longer attached to a physical body. Spirit is with us all the time, and although you may miss the physical presence of your loved one, they are very much still with you, guiding you, protecting you, doing what they can to make sure you complete your Soul's mission. It is never a bad thing to have angels in your corner.

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Another weird oddity about February (Pisces season), is that the number of overdoses (or attempted overdoses) rise. I’m not going to say that these are suicide attempts in any way, but the energy for us to want to escape reality is very high and intense during Pisces season.

I scroll through social media noticing people posting about, “Man, I haven’t drank like that in years, never again!” To me, it all connects with wanting to escape and needing to numb the very intense emotions that come up during our inward journeys of Pisces season.

It is always advised when there is a strong Piscean energy and influence to avoid drugs and alcohol at all costs. We are unable to regulate or have our normal control over our consumption during Pisces season, thus, so many people over-indulging in drugs and alcohol.   

February, (and into March), we have to be very careful what it is we are putting into our bodies. Our physical bodies are usually heavy, lazy, and less active than normal. Pisces season is where we are at our lowest physical productivity and at our highest intuition and emotions. To those that are not familiar with, or sensitive to energies, and how to navigate these “energetic shitstorms” it can prove to be very difficult to do so without the want, need, or desire to escape it all.

Please take the time and surrender to whatever comes up for you emotionally during these energy waves. Don’t try to run from it, numb it, repress it, or control it. Simply let it just come, and let it go. Emotions are energy in motion (e-motion). The energy is always changing and always evolving into something different. Make a note of what emotions are triggering for you and use that as a roadmap for your healing.

When you hear of someone struggling, looking for an escape from their reality, reach out to them. They need your support. And when you hear of people dying, and crossing over, silently congratulate them for completing their mission and know that they just graduated to the next stage of life. Offer the loved ones they left behind a warm embrace, and maybe remind them they their loved ones are never truly gone.

 

Marlee Henry

Psychic Advisor

The Energy Boutique

 

Should you require any assistance in navigating these energies, please book a session online and I’d be happy to help guide you through.

How I Ended Up Dying

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I just want to thank each and every single one of you for the overwhelming feedback, love, and support from my post “On The 10th Anniversary Of My Death”. I received more views on that one post than I usually receive in a whole month on all of my posts combined. Your kind words, comments, and personal emails were exactly what I needed to validate that I am on the right track in sharing my story.

It has reminded me that we are all suffering in many ways, and now that we have Chiron moved into Aries for the next 7 years, healing our identities and physical bodies, we absolutely need to share our experiences with one another. To recognize our wounds, our trauma, our pain, and actively work towards not allowing it to define us or restrict us in life will be an on-going challenge as we take our power back.

I had many questions asked of me in regard to the details surrounding my death. Slowly but surely, I will disclose as much of my story as I can in little bits and pieces. The most common question I have received over the years of sharing my story with others, and from my latest post, was “What happened to you for all of this to take place?”

Well, the storyline that took place to get me in that operating room isn’t a good one. I don’t think there is any storyline that could be a good one leading to that kind of situation, but mine is an absolute heartbreaker.

Just after Christmas in 2008, I discovered I was pregnant. Being a Mom was the only thing I ever wanted to do in this life and I was excited and scared shitless to realize that my dream was coming true. I had a difficult pregnancy from day 1. Early on in the pregnancy I experienced spotting which landed me in the emergency room where after hours of poking and prodding, many failed scans, and multiple blood tests, I was told I was miscarrying. This was honestly the worst day of my life.

The amount of pain and heartbreak that comes with the realization that your dreams of your child, their future, what they will look like, how they would laugh, is ripped out of your chest and stomped on the minute you hear those words. So many women suffer this great pain in silence and it isn’t a wound that is easily healed. I was beyond the point of distraught. In the middle of an emotional breakdown, I became very depressed and zombie-like as I spent the next couple of days on the couch staring off into space.

I was required to go get followup bloodwork to ensure I was miscarrying properly and didn’t need a procedure to help my body in the miscarrying process. Off I went. Another blood test and back to my couch of mourning. I received a call from my doctor a few days later stating that she was unsure what as going on but my bloodwork revealed that I wasn’t miscarrying at all, that my HCG (human growth hormone present when you are pregnant) levels were on the rise. She ordered an emergency scan, and of course more bloodwork.

The news that I may still be carrying my child woke me up from my zombie state and put me into panic mode. Off I went, back to the hospital for more tests. They concluded that there was no signs of life inside of me from the results of the scan, however, my bloodwork still suggested that something wasn’t right. Confused and scared as hell, I went back to the couch, paralyzed, not knowing what to think or to do.

Over the next couple of weeks the scans and bloodwork continued. The dialogue went from, "Yes, you’re pregnant. I’m sorry you’re miscarrying. We think you’re still pregnant. We are considering the possibility of twins. We lost a twin. We have lost all viable pregnancies."

What a shitshow right?!

At this point, I think my soul had checked out of my body. I couldn’t handle the emotions anymore. I was instructed to go home and let the process happen. I tried. I went back to the couch and laid there for days which turned into weeks. The pain got more and more intense and although I reached out to my doctors they assured me that it was totally natural and to just try and relax.

Right.

Two days prior to the day I died on the operating table, I went to the emergency room knowing that something wasn’t right. Nothing was right about this process, but I just didn’t feel like what was supposed to be happening, was what was actually happening.

Low and behold, they discovered through a whole day of exams, scans, and bloodwork, that I was in fact still pregnant. They located my little girl at in my fallopian tube. She was alive, had a heartbeat, and somehow created her own blood source in an area that would never support life.

I was immediately admitted to the hospital and scheduled for emergency surgery. I should have been dead right there. A fallopian tube is only as big as the tip of a sharpened pencil and here I had a growing baby in there. They advised me that it was a miracle that the tube hadn’t burst already. Having an ectopic pregnancy (a pregnancy located in an area other than the uterus) is a very dangerous condition. Women have lost their lives from having the tube burst inside of them, so this was not only a medical miracle, but it was a medical emergency too.

I went into surgery where they removed my baby from me. There was no chance of her survival, but removing her asap was the only way they could ensure my survival. The surgery went as planned except when I woke up from surgery, I couldn’t breathe. I complained to the doctors and nurses about this but was told that it was natural to feel that kind of discomfort after a surgery and that it will go away. It didn’t. It got worse.

The next morning with the shift change of nurses, I continued to tell them that I couldn’t breathe. One beautiful soul of a nurse was so empathetic that she humoured me and gave me a good check over. Her faced dropped as she checked my lungs with her stethoscope and hurried out of the room. She came back with a whole crew of nurses and quickly transferred me to a gurney where they took me to the X-ray department.

I couldn't stand or hold myself up, the pain was too much. I had 3 nurses do all they could to hold me in position for the scan to be done. There, on the screen, they confirmed that my complaints were totally valid as I had a chest full of blood. My surgery the day before somehow continued to bleed internally and I had an abdomen of blood putting pressure on my lungs, preventing me from breathing.

My second emergency surgery was scheduled and they frantically got me hooked up and ready for a blood transfusion as I had already lost too much blood to go into surgery. As it turns out, I have a very rare blood type and they had to contact other blood banks in order to get the blood I needed before I could be operated on.

After a series of 3 blood transfusions, they finally took me into the operating room where I died on the table as they attempted to repair my surgery site. That’s how I was able to have my white light experience and visit the spirit realm for the first time.

I will definitely be writing about my white light experience in another post in the very near future, but for now I am going to stop my story here. Hopefully this gives you an idea of the emotional pain and trauma my soul was under prior to my “near-death-experience”.

In the aftermath of this horrible event, it was determined that I was in fact pregnant at one point with twins. I had lost my little boy naturally and of course my stubborn little girl held on until she was forced out (stubborn like her Momma).

I have hesitated for many years to share this part of my story publicly, as it is a wound that just won’t seem to heal. But knowing how many women are suffering in silence through their own miscarriages and pregnancy losses is an epidemic that needs more light and attention brought to it. It's a painful experience to go through and many women never heal because of the lack of support and acknowledgement of grieving a child that was never really “real”.

What I learned in my death, in my time in the spirit realm, is that the souls of these babies that never got a chance to experience this human world are very real, and are very alive in spirit. It’s been through my understanding of this phenomenon that has allowed me to heal my wounds surrounding losing my babies knowing they are in the spirit realm watching over me, guiding me, and protecting me.

It is my hope that by sharing the details of my story and experience that I can help even ONE woman feel not so alone through similar situations. It is an awful thing to have to go through and process alone. Even with the love and support of family, friends, and doctors, you never really feel like they “get it”. It’s only been through connecting with other women who have suffered the same kind of loss and wounds that you start to realize that you’re not alone in this.

It’s an awful thing to have in common with another person, but at the same time, the world isn’t as dark knowing that others have survived and have gone on to be happy in life despite what happened to them and their angel babies.

This storyline in my life has been my greatest source of pain, and although I feel at peace with it now, it still carries a heavy weight on my heart. In my attempt to turn my pain into power I have found myself fully embracing the gifts and abilities that were blessed upon me in that operating room, and because of that, I feel that helping others, sharing my story, and being a source of light for someone as they navigate through their darkness is honouring the lives of my children.

It is through the pain of their loss that I channel the power of their love through me, pushing me to be better and encouraging me to be a source of hope for others who need to know that they are not alone.

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